I love him so much. Time will only tell how long I will have to wait until he is ready to take the next step. I think I am there. Perhaps. I am not sure. All I know is I can not get enough of him. I love spending time with him. Seeing him. Surprising him.

Is this really gonna last? Is this the one that is meant for me. Will I finally get to be loved and know marriage life? Am I finally met to be happy?

I so hope this is true. I want it so bad, but I want it to be right. I hope I have the strength to wait and be patient and not blow this.